Be Gone, Peevishness

With the Big Brother-like power to click on a “stats” tab and see how many people have clicked on things I’ve sent them to read comes the power to be peeved, in spite of myself, in spite of my vows to do better in that department, in spite of doing better.

Excited by the other day’s news that I’ll shortly have a lab in which to prove my concept viable, I send a short email to a dozen people I think might like to share the good news, to wit:

czech this out, wehearyou.net might be moving forward in spite of it/my self.   

 
And just in time to have concrete real-world progress to discuss with the retired non-profit exec at the Small Business Administration tomorrow and with the enthusiastic and accomplished idealist, who seems very engaged by the mission, that I’m taking to lunch the following week.

mission statement in progress
https://gratuitousblahg.wordpress.com/2012/08/12/mission-statement/

In all fairness, I’ve heard huzzahs and congratulations from all but five of them, and it’s only been a couple of days.  But here’s where peevishness rears its petulant head.  I go to “stats” and look at clicks and see that only four people have clicked on the link to the good news and that only one of the twelve has clicked on the mission statement.
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Now granted, the mission statement might have been 300 tedious words, another time-sucking pit of maundering quicksand, instead of a trim, to-the-point  61 words.  Granted, it is a lot to ask that busy people volunteering to be on the board take the time to click a link and look at the evolving mission statement of the organization they’ve agreed to help steer.  I mean, I have to stop being a child and expecting people to have an attention span of more than a few seconds.  I mean, look at the multitasking, mass-market, high-pressure society we live in.  I mean, really.
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Be gone, peevishness!
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At the risk of seeming obsessed about Lee Harvey Oswald’s marksmanship

This Manning Marable thing, I can see as well as anyone by now, is becoming something of a tic, a bad joke with no punchline, Woody Allen fretting endlessly (while Alison Porchnik sighs) about whether Oswald was marksman enough to have hit a target the size of JFK’s head in a moving car from that distance.

This is the last thing I have to say about the matter, (at least for tonight).  The book still, to my mind, conveys a three dimensional person with convincing motivations, although the research does not seem to be, in many cases, very well-sourced.  In many cases there is no attribution at all for statements Marable makes with great certainty and, also troubling, no sources for direct quotes.  

This is unsettling in an academic book written by a distinguished professor at one of the world’s most respected universities.    The book also poses sensible arguments but seems to back them in a feeble way, particularly when they rely on a single source, or when no source is given.

Take for example Marable’s  easily sensationalized and distracting claim to have “circumstantial but strong evidence, [that] Malcolm was probably describing his own homosexual encounters with Paul Lennon” (66).  Does it make a real difference whether a fictionalized alter-ego for Malcolm in the Autobiography or the actual young hustler Malcolm was the man paid to sprinkle talcum powder on the kinky old naked white man?

Marable presents this purported deception as part of his case that Malcolm, a very private and very public man, brutally candid and also skilled in constructing his public image, exaggerated his criminal exploits in the Autobiography, while hiding other shameful details of his life, to heighten the story of redemptive rebirth he underwent when he converted to Islam in prison.  He presents Malcolm’s arguably misleading account of the paid homosexual encounters as an example of Malcolm concealing and reinventing himself, while at the same time unable to omit the freaky details of a very odd job he once did in service to a wealthy, perverse White Devil.  Surely there were equally good and less problematic examples a careful reading of the Autobiography could have produced to support Marable’s thesis.

The example also provides shaky support for the thesis, since other explanations for why Malcolm would conceal that part of his employment history spring to mind.  For one thing, Malcolm or anyone else, black or white, would not in 1965, nor today, for that matter, be in a hurry to divulge details about a short stint working for a wealthy man who paid good money for his butler to strip, undress him, carry him like a baby to his bed and sprinkle talcum powder on him until he ejaculated.  I can’t think of many people who would advertise this, mention it on their CV or casually reveal it.  What is the relevance of it in an autobiography, a biography?  

I don’t think it’s a question of being tolerant of difference, open-minded, or homophobic, particularly since nothing about Malcolm’s sexual orientation is mentioned anywhere else in Marable’s otherwise detailed biography.  It’s not as though this particular hustle, whether done by “Rudy” or “Detroit Red”, provides insight into anything else about the subject’s life, except that at one point he was desperate enough to take that rather odd employment and that he may have partially concealed it in telling his Autobiography to Alex Haley.  

Marable clearly concluded it was not a big deal, or any kind of character assassination, to include this detail, based on the “circumstantial but strong” evidence he’d found in a Massachusettes prison record and a Boston want ad.  And he may have been right to conclude he was providing nuance, color and texture to the life of his biographical subject.

But, I mean, really, Marable, even if your circumstantial “but strong” evidence for this makes it most probably true, what?  I mean, really, professor, I know you’re dead and all, but WTF?

American Sphinxes

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A fellow won a prestigious award a few years ago, if memory serves, for adding a NY Times best-selling hagiography, American Sphinx, to bookshelves bulging with mostly laudatory accounts of the life of the Author of Liberty, Thomas Jefferson.  
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I recall reading American Sphinx with a bent brow, not getting what I was looking for, except for another account of the mild, quiet, supremely controlled Founding Father coming back from his daily horseback rides with his horse whipped bloody, foam on the animal’s lips and terror in her eyes.  It was left to a slave groom to calm the traumatized animal.   This was, apparently, a regular occurrence on the plantation of our supreme advocate of Reason, Liberty and Freedom.  Even biographers who extolled Jefferson as a renaissance man and philosopher centuries ahead of his time sometimes mention the unaccountable fury he regularly vented on his horses.
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But it is other American sphinxes I am thinking of now.
 
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Though I wonder less about them these days, and am less bothered by their mysterious individual and collective silences, I confess a certain puzzlement.   If someone takes the time to send me something they’re working on I’m not likely to let it fall into silence. 
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That’s just me, I suppose, thinking it only takes a minute to find something interesting to comment on by way of encouragement, or if not, it takes even less time to tap “yup!” or “droll” or “groovy, dood.”  
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“That is just you,” goes a familiar refrain, “not everyone sits at their computer all day, thoughtfully writing and carefully reading emails.  Most people are too busy to even click on links people send them, let alone read them.”   She looks at her Blackberry and taps a few keys, laughs, hits “send”.
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“Publish something in the New York Times, then see how many of your buddies ignore your emailed op ed,” says my dead father, not unreasonably.

The Debate Continues — And I see why they’re pissed at Marable

The storm is still raging following the late Manning Marable’s recent Malcolm X biography.  Books are now in print taking aim at it, taking it to pieces, from the looks of it (see below).   I was in the library today, found Marable’s book on the shelf and checked the end notes.  They are indeed surprisingly sparse and almost random, as the critic who called the research amateurishly done by a team of grad students claimed they were.

I checked out two controversial assertions by Marable and went to the end notes.   There was a conspicuous lack of sources for Marable’s statement that “Based on circumstantial but strong evidence, Malcolm was probably describing his own homosexual encounters with Paul Lennon” (66).  The circumstantial evidence was that Malcolm Little’s prison records indicate that he was once employed as a male secretary for the homosexual Lennon.  This one could probably go either way.

The same probably cannot be said for the thread about the 18 year-old mistress Marable says Malcolm carried on an affair with during the last few months of his life.  This woman, in Marable’s account, may have stolen into Malcolm’s 12th floor single room in the Hilton the last night of his life, making her responsible for the ominous wake up call he received in that room early the next morning.  This same woman, interviewed by the NYPD after the murder, had been sitting in the front row at the Audubon as Malcolm was shot.  She had been seated next to a member of the Newark Mosque (the mosque where all the known assassins allegedly came from)  a man she went on to live with for 40 years.  It was this same Sharon 6X Poole, according to Marable, who called to volunteer false information to the cops a few days later that helped implicate, and later convict, two Harlem NOI men who were not involved in the shooting (or even present at the Audubon on the day of the murder).

If Marable’s account is credible, this woman had a direct hand in setting Malcolm up for death and then misleading the police about the identities of his killers in order to protect them.  One looks in vain for a footnote establishing the source of Marable’s belief.  Marable writes of the alleged affair:

Of these [earlier possible affairs or liaisons] no certainty can be had, but after his return from Africa, Malcolm appears to have begun an illicit sexual affair with an eighteen-year-old OAAU secretary named Sharon 6X Poole.  Little is known about her or about their relationship except that it appears to have continued up to Malcolm’s death.  (394)  

No source is given in the notes.

That she “may have joined him” in his room at the Hilton on Feb. 20, 1965, Marable attributes to a 6/18/03 oral history with Malcolm’s second in command James 67X Warden.  A page or two earlier Marable describe’s James 67X’s frustration with not being kept up to date about Malcolm’s whereabouts the last few days of Malcolm’s life, including that last night.

Much as I initially applauded and was moved by Marable’s account of Malcolm’s life, the speculative nature of these kinds of weaselishly worded passages, making, at best, careless, assertions against the veracity (my acquaintance “Rudy” did the  homosexual routine with the perverted rich white guy, not me)  and character (Elijah Muhammad is a hypocrite to commit adultery with young secretaries, I am above that temptation) of a man many of us admire greatly, I may have to join the group who is after the ghost of Manning Marable to push him up against the wall and demand “what?”

cut and pasted:

By Any Means Necessary Malcolm X: Real, Not Reinvented

By Any Means Necessary editors-Herb Boyd, Ron Daniels, Maulana Karenga and Haki Madhubuti-are in unison when stating:

Our purpose here with this collection is to continue, and to expand, the debate arising from Manning Marable’s biography.

Through the collective vision of these four scholars, wordmakers and educators, readers now have a comprehensive view of the Marable text as well as new scholarship and insight on Malcolm X – the man, “Real, Not Reinvented”.  By Any Means Necessary Malcolm X: Real, Not Reinvented and Malcolm X: A Lie of Reinvention are two of the more prominent books being released by Black publishers to push back against Manning Marable’s Malcolm X: A Life of Reinvention.

Be Careful What You Wish For

So, continuing to read the book on starting a nonprofit that I should have read a year ago, I learn about UBI, Unrelated Business Income.   If a tax exempt organization has UBI, it has to pay tax on it.

I have been imagining, with the famous difficulty of obtaining money for anything that doesn’t promise a good, dollar-for-dollar return, with the fierce competition for limited nonprofit grants in a world of professional grant writers, that I will routinely package and try to sell the materials children create.  Assuming, of course, that I can find children to make these materials.  I am imagining, perhaps with the wishful, unrealistic expectation that has long been my hallmark, that children may well create materials other kids will love, materials that can be the core of a new literacy curriculum.  And, as I envision it, selling these curriculum materials could bring in a substantial part of the operating budget.  Cutting out some of the begging to philanthropic gatekeepers and middlemen.

There are three main IRS criteria used to determine if a nonprofit’s fundraising income is UBI and therefore taxable.  If the answer to any one is YES, consult your tax adviser, file Form 990-T and pay the taxes due.  And I would seem to be two for two:

1) would the activity generally be considered a trade or business?

2) Is the activity a regular, repeated occurrence, as opposed to a one-time special situation?

To each one I’d answer “Yes!  Hopefully!”  Wrong answer, probably.

On the other hand, why worry?   If the income is small, the tax would be negligible anyway.   If the income is large, cheerfully pay the tax, you’re making a living, you’re paying your people, the organization is a success, against all odds.

It’s them odds I’m against that are nipping at me now.  And their teeth are not dull, nor their jaws weak, I can tell you for sure.  And it doesn’t make the biting any easier to endure  when I think of unregulated for-profit corporations and their sharp teeth, powerful jaws and global reach.  If you’re smart, you don’t pay much in tax.  If you’re not smart that way, it’s a sucker’s game designed for you to lose.  

Better luck next life.

mission statement

a crudely drawn pen cuts itself out of the heavy paper, raises itself up, dips into a crudely drawn bottle of ink and, without a hand to guide it, magically inscribes, in the best calligraphy it can muster:

Mission Statement

to find

inspire

and support

young students

at risk of giving up

on reading

learning

and becoming part of the solution

humidity

He stepped up to address the packed, sweaty auditorium, face glistening in the merciless humidity.

“My steamed colleagues,” he said into the mic.

“Kill him!” rumbled a voice from the back, and two hundred men in neck ties, their heads ready to pop in the heat, began to nod and mumble as the speaker showed his teeth and began shifting from foot to foot.

You’ve got to be very careful what you say when the heat and humidity are unbearable.