Anger is a response to something that feels like an attack.When the attack subsides, and the threat is gone, healthy anger, having served its evolutionary purpose, fades away.Rage is a different, deeply rooted, much more destructive creature.When it is unleashed it calls for destruction.
I grew up in a home where outbursts of anger were common.The thing that took me decades to understand was that sometimes this anger was rage.Rage has no end.It can’t be reasoned with or placated, ever.It erupts like a volcano and melts everything in its path.
When you encounter rage, know what you are up against.If a person flies into a rage because they feel defied, and cannot be calmed down, it tells you they lack an adult ability to resolve conflict and operate at an immature emotional age. Being stuck in the helpless feelings of hurt they had at three years old is a shameful thing, and the humiliation of being seen losing control fuels rage, the desperate cover-up of rage and the reflex to blame someone else, everyone else, for your own inability to control your emotions.
It took me years to understand why telling a person prone to rage that they played a role in causing pain sends them into a rage.Rage is their defense against feeling vulnerable, which they equate with being fatally humiliated.In attacking someone else they feel momentarily powerful.If you tell them they hurt you, they immediately compare your claim of pain to their own much greater claim to much deeper pain.You will never get anywhere in this contest of competitive suffering, truly a game for losers.
A person who becomes enraged believes the unbearable pain they have endured in silence entitles them to tell anyone else in pain to shut up.Solipsism is a feature of a person who cannot be wrong, the fatalistic view that there is no possibility of anyone understanding what someone else thinks or feels — so shut up about your unknowable interior world.The best response to an enraged person is to get away from them.
Who is more determined to win than someone who sees “losing” as the utter destruction of their sense of themselves?The competitive ruthlessness of this sort is off the charts.If the price of not “winning” is a humiliating death during life, your motivation to dominate, or to kill your opponent, cannot be higher.It’s impossible to understand that someone you care about is like this, until you encounter that fatal conflict, which will often be the first and last.
Of course, these words you are reading are being written by a quintessential loser, so take that into consideration. I have no power, political, economic or social. In such conflicts I have only my mind, my integrity and my sense of right and wrong, puny tools, it must be said, against the will of someone who will not be defeated, no matter what.Day to day there is also my sense of humor, which will not be evident in these pages, but that too can be turned into another reason to string me up by people given to that sort of thing.Trying to be funny, and making people laugh as though I am, when I am actually the most despicably camoflagued Nazi on the scene!!!Think of how quickly any funny man’s humor can turn to acid when you learn the guy is, say, a rapist who drugs his victims.
To a narcissist bent on victory, no matter what the facts may say about a given contest, there is always spin – your version of the facts that makes you, in fact, the winner, completely in the right. All you need to do is shut down the so-called facts of any so-called witnesses. Nobody is brave once the brave guy next to them is tortured to death, disemboweled and had their head placed on a pike. If there is evidence that can be used against you, bring pressure to bear to make that evidence go away.If the evidence is needed in a timely manner, say to avoid the statute of limitations, or to get past the ‘stop being an asshole and get over it’ deadline, keep the matter of its admissibility tied up in court until you run out the clock.All one needs is the will to do these things, and the power, and nobody can defeat you.
Oh, you can marshal the supposed facts into a so-called logical, arguably persuasive version of what you say happened? You can speak dispassionately and make your case appealing, intellectually and emotionally, to common sense, fairness and basic goodness? Good for you! I will utterly destroy you, funny man. Those “qualities” of yours can easily be turned against you, vicious hypocrite. I can cry, I can wheedle, I can rage, threaten, appeal to loyalty, to love, mercy, forgiveness, to the head on the fucking pike, to God, family, tribe, country, I can refute your “truth” with very compelling lies that will turn you into the irredeemable liar I say you are. Watch how fast most people will fall in line with this kind of thing, clown.
Watching this horror show play out on the national news every day, with one of our political parties, it is particularly unnerving to see it reenacted by a group of my oldest, closest friends. One day none are my friends, because I’ve had a conflict with another friend in the group who felt I defied her. Defying the will of a friend, boys and girls, a crime only a monster would commit, think about it. Then I made her feel terrible after her husband humiliated her by forcing her to apologize to me for flying into a sustained rage. She was not going to take this defiance from her spineless sadomasochistic husband too, and so he told me, after weeks of aggrieved, tooth-sucking silence, “I’ve walked away from friendships for less than what you did to me.” His wife regarded me coolly as her husband made this announcement.
His threat reminds me of a ridiculous ultimatum issued by another old friend, a guy I knew since fourth grade. A very nervous man, uncomfortable in his own skin to an alarming extent, he texted me that we could not talk on the phone, that it had to be in person. He drove to meet me so we could have the conversation his marriage counselor had urged him to have with his closest friend. He arrived with his eye ticking and face atwitch. After a few moment of small talk, in response to my question, he told me why he’d insisted on meeting in person. He had to confront me because I had, either intentionally or thoughtlessly, tried to deliberately destroy his marriage. His marriage, one should note, was a long hellscape featuring all the ravages of war. I was puzzled, but instead of telling him to fuck himself and his nightmare fucking marriage, and the fucking marriage counselor who had told him “your wife cannot respect you if you’re too much of a pussy to confront your closest friend after what your wife claims he did to you”, I talked things through with him, tried to help any way I could.Needless to say, I couldn’t help.
His divorce a few years later did nothing to improve our chances of being friends again, in spite of my efforts to do so.After all, he had been completely innocent and a good person during the years of our long friendship, while I… he didn’t even have the words to describe me. I was simply wrong, about him, his motivations, everything.
This is often the case, we learn, when you reach any sort of impasse with this kind of person. It is the reason Trump’s lawyers argue he must have an immediate adjudication of his complete immunity from all lawsuits and prosecution in one case against him and, at the same time, that he must be given maximum time to have the issue of his complete immunity decided in another case. He can argue an urgent rush to avoid irreparable harm in case one, and an equal urgency to have the court to take as much time as possible to decide the identical question in another case where delay is his only hope of “victory”.
These motherfuckers are never constrained by a need to be consistent, logical or fair. They have only one aim: victory at any cost, because winning is worth any price – since losing is a fate worse than a tortured death itself.
You learn that when you are in a conflict with someone who can’t be wrong, no matter what, that you will always be killed in the end. Your death is preordained and can only be avoided by sacrificing your integrity, agency and any need to be authentic.In addition you must assume complete responsibility for the other person’s unhappiness, indignation and rage. Failure to assume all blame, or relinquish control, integrity and responsibility are capital offensess to someone who can never be wrong.
they behave with frightful consistency
The narcissist always behaves the same way and one case is hard to distinguish from every other case. They cannot be wrong because they believe they are better than others. They are better because they are perfect, charming, beautiful, generous. This grand self-image is very fragile and easily offended by anything it perceives as critical. Once threatened with humiliation— the only alternative to grandiosity — this type always behaves the same way — a grim, desperate, sometimes irrational struggle to prevail by any means necessary because they cannot lose. Losing is death to them and being a loser is a slow death sentence and any scenario where they don’t prevail is an unbearably humiliating outcome.The struggle is always to the death, and they never intend to be on the short end of that contest.
Change equals death
They cannot change. Change requires honesty, openness, willingness to feel and acknowledge pain, the ability to accept fault, the understanding of what a true apology is, vulnerability, the ability to accept causing someone else pain, to sincerely make amends and many other things that a narcissist can never do.
When they argue that you cannot change they become determined to prove it to you. Remember that they can’t be wrong, no matter what.If you offer your undeniable improvement in controlling your temper, they will prove you are not immune to anger, no matter how insanely they must turn up the heat to prove it.
They say isolation is the best thing for pain, physical, and emotional.By they, I mean, of course, the sadists.
A sadist will always insist that whatever hurts you the most is the best thing for you. After all, that’s their fucking credo, getting a superior thrill out of the pain they cause another.
“Don’t worry,” they will say “your suffering is really for the best. Truly, it’s the best thing for you and it will improve your character and your outlook both. You just can’t understand it because you’re too weak and by weak I mean fit to be dominated, to your breaking point, by the unsmiling likes of me.”
I never understood, until my fatal falling out with two old friends and their extended family, (actually, it was about a year before the fatal falling out became irrevocable,) that both partners in a couple can be both the sadist and the masochist. They take turns in these roles and their grim struggle over who will give the merciless pain, and who will receive it at any given moment, is a highly addictive feature of their sacred bond with each other.
Mind you, these two were my very best friends, friends I never thought to doubt. Thinking about it now, though it made me very sad to watchday after day of that vacation from hell, I have no problem with their painful arrangement, truly. It is how they express their love for each other and it’s much different from my best idea of how to do that, but seeing them mercilessly at work on each other was not the deal breaker in our long friendship. It was their shame and anger afterwards at being seen that way, and their need to blame and kill the witnesses, after destroying my good name among a large group of our friends. Like enraged, morally rigid three year-olds in a brutal war to the death with a hated enemy with infectious cooties. More grotesque by far at the age, nearing seventy, when the last chapter of our lives is unfolding, culminating, winding down, amid all the usual tragedies.
They will blame their inability to reconcile conflict completely on you, and you will be the cause for all the terrible hurt, the rage and all the unforgiveness. The worst thing of all, they will piously inform you and everyone else, is not to forgive someone who loves you. And because you’re unforgiving, they will demand that nobody they influence or control forgives you either. Being united in punishing your inhumanly unforgiving nature is a rare instance of justice in an unjust world. A group can really bond around a righteous cause like that.
The Aftermath(another thought)
The reflex to react with pain, to lash out, to righteously mete out punishment according to its due, is a feature among humans, and very common.The thing that matters most about this impulse to lash out is what happens next. If you calm down, listen and speak softly, like mensches, like friends, this kind of human exchange usually pacifies everyone.If it doesn’t, if the conflict must last to the death and everybody must choose between good or evil, black and white, on pain of their own death, you may have to reevaluate the other parties in the conflict.
A word from our old friend physical pain
Emotional pain hurts like hell, unless you can isolate the cause and find some kind of peace. Physical pain works the same way, but the immediate and inescapable physicality of it demands our full attention sometimes.
Emotional suffering can find a moment of relief in distraction and a good laugh makes your heart work and pumpsout endorphins. Pain in your body is a different animal, insistent and hard to distract yourself from for long. I am reminded of this every few minutes recently as I await tests to determine the source of bleeding (and inflammation, stiffness and pain) in my prosthetic knee joint, installed eight months ago, and see what the medical industry has in store for me next.
From a recent Heather Cox Richardson Letter from an American, with an ominous reminder of what we’re up against:
At the time [Trump’s second impeachment], Republican leader Mitch McConnell (R-KY) said that although he was voting to acquit, the proper place for Trump to face accountability was in the legal system. “President Trump is still liable for everything he did while he was in office as an ordinary citizen,” McConnell said. “He didn’t get away with anything. Yet.”
“President Trump is still liable for everything he did while he was in office as an ordinary citizen,” McConnell said. “He didn’t get away with anything.”
“Yet.”
Also in that same letter, this horrifying little nugget (with an admission about why a parade permit was never sought for the “spontaneous” march to the Capitol):
Today’s revelation showed text messages between Women for America First official Kylie Kramer and MyPillow chief executive officer Mike Lindell in which Kramer told Lindell: “[W]e are having a second stage at the Supreme Court again after the ellipse. POTUS is going to have us march there/the Capitol. It cannot get out about the second stage because people will try and set another up and Sabotage it. It can also not get out about the march because I will be in trouble with the national park service and all the agencies but POTUS is going to just call for it ‘unexpectedly’… Only myself and [White House liaison] know full story of what is actually happening….”
If your parent cannot be wrong, ever, then you must be wrong whenever you feel they have hurt you, are being unfair or indifferent to you.It’s simple math, really. For a narcissist, admitting fault and expressing regret is as humiliatingly painful as conceding they are worthless and unworthy of love or respect. They live in a perilous black and white mine field of a world, zero-sum, win-lose, and see all conflict through that wary, limiting, reptilian lens.
The child never gets the chance to experience being treated fairly, since that could involve the parent, incapable ofbeing wrong, feeling bad about something unfair, thoughtless or cruel that they did.The child never gets to be heard in any dispute, same reason.The child never learns from her parents that people can resolve disputes amicably, since all they will see in any dispute is a grim and threatening war face and the angry, unbending insistence characteristic of narcissists.
In another family the child might learn that everybody makes mistakes, and that mistakes should be acknowledged, forgiven and learned from.That an honest conversation can clear up a lot of misunderstanding and lead to real peace and growth.That feelings can be safely expressed.That one willful adult doesn’t always get the last word on everything.If you know that everyone makes mistakes, that talking things through can make everyone feel better, that sincere apology and forgiveness are real things, then you have optimism about life.You understand that change is sometimes necessary and growth is a real possibility.
If you grow up in the paranoid, adversarial world of someone who can never be wrong, all bets are off for hope and change, unless you do tremendously hard work to recover some optimism.If someone cannot be wrong they also can’t be introspective or vulnerable.A person like that has little hope for progress of any kind, only continued implacable domination of anyone they fancy weaker, or stronger, than they are.
This video lays things out beautifully.The survivor of narcissism has a hard time grasping that basic things people not raised by narcissists take for granted, some kind of fairness, a bit of respect, the right to be listened to when troubled, are actually possible.
transcribed from the video:
I can tell you what normal is not. It is not normal to grow up hating yourself or wondering why you aren’t enough or for a child to believe that they are responsible for a parents feelings, or that a child who wants to just be seen and heard, and loved for who they are is being a needy brat. It is not normal to be in a relationship where you walk on eggshells and feel crazy and feel that the only way to get your needs met is to give in on everything.
It is not normal to hold back on saying something for fear of being shouted down or gaslighted. It’s not normal to watch a parent being manipulated and devalued and broken down by your other parent. None of this is normal.
Normal, if I were to speculate, is feeling safe, feeling that you are worth, at least, being listened to. Normal is respect. Normal is empathy. Normal is being able to say what you need and maybe the other person can’t or won’t meet it but they do not shut you down and tell you that you are selfish or greedy for wanting something basic.
Normal is being able to have a normal disagreement, where everything is not personalized and you are attacked for just not getting into line with the other person. Normal is people getting along and collaborating and not just one person holding court. But folks, normal, that’s all survivors of narcissistic relationships want and it is not grandiose to want normal.
There was great excitement on the pro-democracy side yesterday when the Colorado Supreme Court, in a beautifully written 4-3 majority opinion, affirmed the finding of the trial court that Trump engaged in an insurrection (that included his riot on January 6, 2021) and overturned the odd finding that the president is not an officer for purposes of the 14th Amendment’s disqualification clause [1].The Colorado Supreme Court found that Trump is ineligible to be on the primary ballot, under Colorado law, because having taken an oath to defend the constitution he engaged in insurrection against it.
Late last night, amid the general hubbub, I heard conservative superstar Judge Michael Luttig’s enthusiastic praise for the elegant ruling and found a copy online (link here)It was a gratifying read, and beautifully reasoned, with plenty of zingers to the Trump defense team for its weak, sad arguments.I kept doing screen captures to post here.It begins:
Here’s a refreshing, clear description of legal common sense, making the law accord with justice, “in light of the objectives sought to be achieved and the mischief to be avoided”:
As for the president not being an officer under the meaning of the disqualification clause of the 14th Amendment:
President Trump concedes as much on appeal, stating that “[t]o be sure, the President is an officer.” He argues, however, that the President is an officer of the Constitution, not an “officer of the United States,” which, he posits, is a constitutional term of art. Further, at least one amicus contends that the above referenced historical uses referred to the President as an officer only in a “colloquial sense,” and thus have no bearing on the term’s use in Section Three. We disagree.
The majority recites some of the evidence of insurrection:
The question thus becomes whether the evidence before the district court sufficiently established that the events of January 6 constituted a concerted and public use of force or threat of force by a group of people to hinder or prevent the U.S. government from taking the actions necessary to accomplish the peaceful transfer of power in this country. We have little difficulty concluding that substantial evidence in the record supported each of these elements and that, as the district court found, the events of January 6 constituted an insurrection. ¶186 It is undisputed that a large group of people forcibly entered the Capitol and that this action was so formidable that the law enforcement officers onsite could not control it. Moreover, contrary to President Trump’s assertion that no evidence in the record showed that the mob was armed with deadly weapons or that it attacked law enforcement officers in a manner consistent with a violent insurrection, the district court found—and millions of people saw on live television, recordings of which were introduced into evidence in this case—that the mob was armed with a wide array of weapons. See Anderson, ¶ 155. The court also found that many in the mob stole objects from the Capitol’s premises or from law enforcement officers to use as weapons, including metal bars from the police barricades and officers’ batons and riot shields and that throughout the day, the mob repeatedly and violently assaulted police officers who were trying to defend the Capitol. Id. at ¶¶ 156–57. The fact that actual and threatened force was used that day cannot reasonably be denied. ¶187 Substantial evidence in the record further established that this use of force was concerted and public. As the district court found, with ample record support, “The mob was coordinated and demonstrated a unity of purpose . . . . They marched through the [Capitol] building chanting in a manner that made clear they were seeking to inflict violence against members of Congress and Vice President Pence.” Id. at ¶ 243. And upon breaching the Capitol, the mob immediately pursued its intended target—the certification of the presidential election—and reached the House and Senate chambers within minutes of entering the building. . .
. . .Substantial evidence in the record showed that even before the November 2020 general election, President Trump was laying the groundwork for a claim that the election was rigged. For example, at an August 17, 2020 campaign rally, he said that “the only way we’re going to lose this election is if the election is rigged.” Anderson, ¶ 88. Moreover, when asked at a September 23, 2020 press briefing whether he would commit to a peaceful transfer of power after the election, President Trump refused to do so. Id. at ¶ 90. ¶198 President Trump then lost the election, and despite the facts that his advisors repeatedly advised him that there was no evidence of widespread voter fraud and that no evidence showed that he himself believed the election was wrought with fraud, President Trump ramped up his claims that the election was stolen from him and undertook efforts to prevent the certification of the election results. For example, in a December 13, 2020 tweet, he stated, “Swing States that have found massive VOTER FRAUD, which is all of them, CANNOT LEGALLY CERTIFY these votes as complete & correct without committing a severely punishable crime.” Id. at ¶ 101. And President Trump sought to overturn the election results by directly exerting pressure on Republican officeholders in various states. Id. at ¶ 103. ¶199 On this point, and relevant to President Trump’s intent in this case, many of the state officials targeted by President Trump’s efforts were subjected to a barrage of harassment and violent threats by his supporters. Id. at ¶ 104. President Trump was well aware of these threats, particularly after Georgia election official Gabriel Sterling issued a public warning to President Trump to “stop inspiring people to commit potential acts of violence” or “[s]omeone’s going to get killed.” Id. President Trump responded by retweeting a video of Sterling’s press conference with a message repeating the very rhetoric that Sterling warned would result in violence. Id. at ¶ 105. ¶200 And President Trump continued to fan the flames of his supporters’ ire, which he had ignited, with ongoing false assertions of election fraud, propelling the “Stop the Steal” movement and cross-country rallies leading up to January 6. Id. at ¶ 106. Specifically, between Election Day 2020 and January 6, Stop the Steal organizers held dozens of rallies around the country, proliferating President Trump’s election disinformation and recruiting attendees, including members of violent extremist groups like the Proud Boys, the Oath Keepers, and the Three Percenters, QAnon conspiracy theorists, and white nationalists, to travel to Washington, D.C. on January 6. Id. at ¶ 107. ¶201 Stop the Steal leaders also joined two “Million MAGA Marches” in Washington, D.C. on November 14, 2020, and December 12, 2020. Id. at ¶ 108. Again, as relevant to President Trump’s intent here, after the November rally turned violent, President Trump acknowledged the violence but justified it as self-defense against “ANTIFA SCUM.” Id. at ¶ 109. ¶202 With full knowledge of these sometimes-violent events, President Trump sent the following tweet on December 19, 2020, urging his supporters to travel to Washington, D.C. on January 6: “Statistically impossible to have lost the 2020 Election. Big protest in D.C. on January 6. Be there, will be wild!” ¶203 At this point, the record established that President Trump’s “plan” was that when Congress met to certify the election results on January 6, Vice President Pence could reject the true electors who voted for President Biden and certify a slate of fake electors supporting President Trump or he could return the slates to the states for further proceedings. Id. at ¶ 113. ¶204 Far right extremists and militias such as the Proud Boys, the Oath Keepers, and the Three Percenters viewed President Trump’s December 19, 2020 tweet as a “call to arms,” and they began to plot activities to disrupt the January 6 joint session of Congress. Id. at ¶ 117. In the meantime, President Trump repeated his invitation to come to Washington, D.C. on January 6 at least twelve times.
On December 26, 2020, President Trump tweeted: If a Democrat Presidential Candidate had an Election Rigged & Stolen, with proof of such acts at a level never seen before, the Democrat Senators would consider it an act of war, and fight to the death. Mitch [McConnell] & the Republicans do NOTHING, just want to let it pass. NO FIGHT! Id. at ¶ 121. ¶206 And on January 1, 2021, President Trump retweeted a post from Kylie Jane Kremer, an organizer of the scheduled January 6 March for Trump, that stated, “The calvary [sic] is coming, Mr. President! JANUARY 6 |Washington, D.C.” President Trump added to his retweet, “A great honor!” Id. at ¶ 119. ¶207 The foregoing evidence established that President Trump’s messages were a call to his supporters to fight and that his supporters responded to that call. Further supporting such a conclusion was the fact that multiple federal agencies, including the Secret Service, identified significant threats of violence in the days leading up to January 6. Id. at ¶ 123. These threats were made openly online, and they were widely reported in the press.
A stinging footnote, on the standard of proof in the trial court, quoting a particularly lame and poorly written Trumpian argument
I read the long decision late into the night, relishing every detail in its clear logic and beautifully constructed chain of legal reasoning.It set out exactly why Trump undoubtedly engaged in insurrection (his lawyers had idiotically argued at one point that “inciting” insurrection was not the same as “engaging” in it, and that therefore he had done nothing unconstitutional per the 14th amendment), what the intent behind the 14th amendment’s disqualification clause was and why it obviously applied to a former insurrectionist president seeking office again.
When I woke up today I read the rest of the decision (213 pages with the dissents) and, after reading the three dissents (also by Democratic judges, all seven on the Colorado Supreme Court are not of Trump’s party) realized with sick certainty exactly how the Supreme Court will overturn the Colorado decision, if they decide to take the case at all.They will focus strictly on procedure, and have no need to reach the merits at all, as they learned to do in the Federalist Society.
The dissent argues there is a lack of due process, the right of the accused to mount a robust defense before being deprived of a right, after the expedited, truncated trial process under the Colorado election law.The dissenters invoke the limited scope of the law the trial judge heard the case under and make a fairly persuasive argument that the law did not allow her to consider the complicated constitutional issue of insurrection at all. If the trial judge lacked jurisdiction to hear the case, no need to consider her findings at all.
The dissent writes that the summary proceeding in Colorado law was designed as an expedited process to hear challenges and to determine whether candidates are qualified to be on the ballot.It was created, according to the three dissenters, one of whom quotes it at length, to decide things like residence, age and other easily justiciable issues.Does the candidate live in the district?Quick proceeding with a yes or no answer.The complex question of whether a candidate is an insane, violent, compulsively lying fuck who fomented an insurrection and is disqualified as a matter of constitutional law is well beyond the scope of the Colorado election law, as John Roberts, if pressed, will calmly point out, writing for the majority, which may include one or more of the non-Federalist Society judges.If there is a procedural or jurisdictional ground to avoid reaching the merits of the actual case, count on a good lawyer to find it.
On the other hand, if the Colorado Supreme court is not the most authoritative final arbiter of Colorado state law, and entitled to great deference, our federal system is a mockery.We have good reason to believe that this 6-3 majority is capable of anything, though this stretch seems too much even for the Leonard Leo three (if not billionaire pets Alito and the Black Klansman).If the highest state court is the ultimate interpreter of state law (which our legal tradition says it is) the 4-3 majority ruling holds.Trump is disqualified after a preponderance of the evidence demonstrated that he orchestrated, pushed, propagandized, organized and incited a violent riot to disrupt the peaceful transition of power.
It was frustrating, after reading that beautiful, thorough, perfectly reasoned, majority opinion, to read the dissent’s argument about plain statutory grounds for throwing out the whole goddamn decision. In spite of the uncheckable power of Leonard Leo’s loyal nine, lifetime appointees whose always ethical rulings may not be appealed, except to God Himself, we still have to put our faith in the rule of law — and in the mountain of incriminating evidence we already know of in the several criminal and civil fraud cases the Orange Polyp is currently facing.We can also reassure ourselves by noting the feebleness of most of the arguments his increasingly less skilled lawyers continue to make in these cases.
[1] Clearly, in splitting the baby that way (insurrection, yes, officer no), with an easily overturnable finding that the president is not officer of the US, the trial court judge was hoping to spare herself and her family more death threats and the real possibility of having to move several times, to protect them, in the manner of Christine Blasie Ford, Ruby Freeman, Shay Moss, and countless other enemies of MAGA fingered by the big guy as deadly enemies to be dealt with appropriately.
Chrump is doing the only thing he knows how to do, doubling down, this time with the violent-sounding fascist talk, channeling everyone’s favorite führer. He’s apparently at it again with the inflammatory Hitler quotes, immigrants poisoning of the blood and soil of the Fatherland, the lügenpresse (fake news,) enemy of the people, and his usual fawning tributes to Putin, Kim, Xi and Orbán. ,
Non-Nazi readers of history tend to get alarmed By Hitlerian rhetoric, which is used, with trolling delight, to divide a democratic nation into Us and Them and create a villain class of Other that can be assailed with violent hatred, with the government’s blessing.The meat and potatoes of any good fascist movement, the appeal to gang violence and hatred of homosexuals, strong-minded women, immigrants, moderates, the opposition, intellectuals, minority religions and ethnic groups, principled members of the clergy, the media etc.The White House put out a good statement in reply to this naked Hitler talk.It has to be reiterated every time this sick fuck sings Hitler to his cheering fans.
The White House today responded to Trump’s speech. White House deputy press secretary Andrew Bates said: “Echoing the grotesque rhetoric of fascists and violent white supremacists and threatening to oppress those who disagree with the government are dangerous attacks on the dignity and rights of all Americans, on our democracy, and on public safety…. It’s the opposite of everything we stand for as Americans.”
“They’ve taken a President who’s very popular, I got 75 million votes, much more than that I believe. No president’s ever got that many votes, and they’ve taken that number of people, and I think you can double it or almost you can triple it in terms of the real, the feeling.”
The same instinctual bravuraas a mathematician goes into calculating his ever-multiplying net worth, the value of his properties (when using them as collateral for low cost loans) or, inversely, for valuing his properties (for purposes of avoiding taxes), for the calculation of his incalculable IQ, which is over 180, probably ten or five thousand times that, if you think about it, really, the feeling.
It could be that the reason you write every day, the reason you need to write and edit what you write every single day, is because you are actually a writer. This is a quirk of personality in some people, they need to clearly set things out in front of themselves, set them in front of other people once in a while. Not everyone feels this need, you know. You might really be a writer if you can’t stop, if you have to write every goddamned day.
On the other hand, you might just be a narcissistic jackass who thinks the same kind of things that everybody sometimes wrestles with in their lives, thinking these common thoughts are particularly interesting in your own case. Something that strikes you as an insight makes you feel a sudden need to put into words and share because doing this makes you feel focused and important for a moment, this fleeting thrill of self-revelation.
There are plenty of other hands, too. You might’ve really stumbled on something truly interesting. You might actually be an introspective, receptive person who thinks interesting thoughts, expresses them in a personal way that other people might actually be interested in, but who the fuck knows? Unless, of course, you get paid for your words, in which case, there is no doubt.
If I were writing a book, and that’s not to say that I’m not, I would be steadily assembling all these pieces of a perplexing puzzle, a puzzle that vexes me, anyway, and struggling to tell the story in a way that might shed some light on somebody else’s similar struggle.How many asshole parents have left their adult children with partial puzzles, most of the pieces missing, set them into a dark, cold room and said, often from the grave “I always told you you were a clueless piece of shit.”
Personally, I have no idea how many people need to write every day, there are no doubt statistics that can be pulled out of the collective anus, but that is a story for another day, and one that wearieth me too much at the moment to wrestle with and render in feeble, tottering words.