As the Führer himself noted, “conscience is a Jewish invention“. In order to be the change you want to see in the world, in this case to make the world white, nominally Christian and obedient only to the will of the most powerful, you must act ruthlessly. Never admit weakness. Never admit wrongdoing. Keep punching, biting, kicking, stabbing, threatening, snarling, lynching, spitting, throwing feces.
There is no ugliness that you can display that is not welcome when doing the glorious business of the Führer.